Sunday, February 7, 2010
♥
"You can keep things from me(or us).. But just don't treat us like fools."-Quote taken from Supernatural by Jensen Ackles.
got this from ratna's blog.i love the sentence<3
yesterday,HAPPYY 1ST MONTH TO PRINCESS LOIS<3
life's GREAT!(:
im cheered up already :D
thanks to many people!(:
i'll be rather bus these days so yupp.
XING NIAN KUAI LE in advance!(:
BYEBYE!(:
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
♥ jonghyun
this is the real character of MY jonghyun<3 saw that liyana?~!MINE.IDOIT youu.at first choice minho want lo!TSK.
Jonghyun: Dazzling You with Childishness
Upon first look at this SHINee group, everyone will definitely take note of this boy first. Standing in the midst of “herbivorous” SHINee, his looks that seem more carnivorous (deeper and more mature in comparison) make it hard for people to neglect his existence and his fierce gaze gives people the impression that he is not easy to get close to. When a vairety show in Korea revealed a self-ca photo of him pouting, everyone suddenly realised that this Jonghyun seems quite childish too. After looking at Jonghyun’s domineering and aggressive dance on Mango Festival, and then looking at the incredibly childish kid who has transformed from his fighter mode, the reporter cannot help to lament in shock: “Seems like there is nothing impossible in this world.”
Jonghyun belongs to the kind who can have a stoic expression one moment, and then in the next moment, he can shed his ice cold exterior and start smiling, before having lots of fun with the people around him. The reporter saw him pouting and smiling at his buddies, and coy mannerism is like a kid trying to ask for sweets from his parent — Is he still the Jonghyun who stood in front of cameras with soulful eyes and singing aggressive songs? Maybe it was because the atmosphere was quite high, Jonghyun kept swaying and shaking his head when he answered the reporter’s question, looking every bit like a little dinorsaur that has not yet grown up, no wonder he is dubbed at part of SM Entertainment’s “Dinosaur Siblings” along with Donghae and Amber! When asked about a movie that they are anticipating, the few of them answered in chorus: “Avatar!” When they found out that it was being shown in Changsha that day, Jonghyun suddenly tugged at the translator’s arm and asked: “Is that true? Are there Korean subtitles?” The temperature of the room rapidly dropped to below zero degree celcius at that moment, before the entire room burst out in laughter the next second. Then this Jonghyun kid actually stuck his tongue out and with a very embarrassed look, said: “Oh no, everyone actually understands Korean.” This sentence once again had the room doubling over in laughter and at the point in time, the reporter really wanted to ask him: “Kid, are you even 5 years old this year?”
♥ DONT BE..
dont be sorryy,dont be.i rather you tell me now then later..
my days with you were great..
thank you so much for everything..
i guess its better we dont keep in contact too..
bye..
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yesterday,
i got my heart broken into pieces.
today,im picking it all up..
today,im walking that route alone..
i dont want help..
i wanna learn to do it myself.
thanks for all the concern my friends.
i,SHIYIN.
will still be smiling..
no matter how painful it is,i'll still smile..
FUCK.i tried so hard not to cry.i forced myself to eat.
DAMM,first time not not eating in this situation.
first time i cried so much.
god,whyy is it happening?
please,help me.
i reallyy need you daddy lord.
your the only one who has ending love for me..
jesus,i keep telling myself that i got to eat.
and im eating now..but i feel like puking when i eat..food tasted not like food..
YUCKS.anws,
from today onwards,i MUST forget you.A MUST.
so,LET KEEP MYSELF OCCUPIED!(:
time to do work.
BYEBYE!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
♥ like the best surgery.
SHINEE~
ohh my JOONG HYUN~i miss twice the chance to see youu LIVE!!!
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FRIDAY,SHINee came to sing!cant go):
today,SHINee autograph!ASS,KILL MYSELF COS I GOT TUTION!!!!
): AHHHHH~
as you can see,the face which appear the most is my fav in the band :D i like key too but prefer joong hyun cos his the first person whom im attracted to when i see shinee pic for the first time.(:
anws,
i didnt update for two days cos i wasnt able to use the comp.
so,once i off before i go jogging later.
i cant use after that.
anws,
friday,last day to see the korean students and indo students): no more korean handsome guy,no more Hello in korean no more hey hi to the indo students no more laughters and everything!the performance made by the indo were GREAT!(: tears were in my eyes when theyy sang the last song.): but,I'LL MISS YOUU ALL!and i just realise theres this indo guy in among the students was rather handsome esp when he smile(: but take care and we'll miss youu all!!!(: sarangheyyoo ALL!(: i'll be uploading the video soon.(:
ytd was CCC area 4 competition.
saw shufen.(:
the competition,Peirce sec won!(:
congrats!the shelter you guys made were NICE!(:
really,nice.(:
we,KCPSS didnt get anything.
all the NCOs were rathe dissapointed.no,VERY dissapointed.
as for me,i thought i will still be laughing cos its just a friendly match.
but,i felt such a huge pain in me.
i felt so sad suddenly.
the more the CIs talk about it,the more i wanna cry.
but its all over so yupp,ALL the NCOs must cheer up!:D
WE MUST JIA YOU HARDER!(:
and this is for someone :
do you think i enjoy msging your guy?do you know whyy he keep msging me?he talks about you.his feeling very hurt.very confused.please,i dont wanna see my fren getting hurt!his rather a nice guy youu know?he love you like anything in the world!ME AND HIM are just FRIENDS.youu should know that.i just hope both of youu get closer!
time to go jogging.
BYEBYE.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
♥ DIE,DIE,DIE.
my mind is MORE complicated then you think.im NOT the old me anymore.
im NOT that stupid shiyin anymore.
i maybe be alittle sacarstic,i may be alittle rude if i dont like you.
but after all,im not THAT fierce.
i may be very choosey over my kind of friends.
but,i like that side of me.cos it makes me open my eyes bigger.
i may be alittle fierce looking when i dont smile.
but IM NOT fierce.
i may look pissed at someone but think of yourself,WHYY im pissed?
i,am heidichanshiyin,the new one.hate the new me cos im not that stupid anymore.
love the new me cos im braver and im learning to be more independent then before.
i dont like too girly girls cos i find them rather gross?
i like being alone cos i'll do alot of reflection and i get peace.
i like my friends cos they are always there for me.
my life is great cos their's awesome people in it.
i've changed.everyone changed.
some may not like the new me cos i have a mind of my own and now,i dont really give wayy if i dont like.i may give way if i feel thats its okayy.
cos now,i've learnt.
in REAL friends,they are not the ones whom always talk to you,not the ones whom always play with you.but the ones whom are always there for you,there to save youu.
friends,are not the one whom blames you when something goes wrong.but the one whom reflects and see who started it first.
friends,are someone whom are impossible to find.
real friends will never get bored of each other but if youu keep pushing the blame to others,then i will find you unreasonable.(do some REFLECTION)
and in RELATIONSHIPS.
both doesnt need to meet everytime,talk everytime.some couple meet like once a year and their relationship is still going very strong.(someone told this to me when im feeling alittle down)
in life,
its UNFAIR.so?its normal now.live life as if its fair.go with it.but,do reflections cos thats very important on how others think about you.if you think your always right,think.is it that your always right.in life,your NOT the most pretty lady in the world or most handsome dude in the world.you can be proud,action or act as if your VERY pretty or handsome.but cos of your charac,people will find you ugly.
these are the things i've learnt about myself and what i've learnt now.
thanks for this song.it goes to youu too.nothing can replace youu.
cross my heart.it doesnt mean that if we dont talk,means i dont care about you,my friend.doesnt mean that we dont talk means we're not close.
